Monday, 18 December 2017


Again it’s the birthday of one of my big hero’s next week. Jesus of Nazareth. A true warrior and hero. A man of truth and conviction. 
Some of you may ask now, is the writer a Christian. No, the writer is a human and does not believe in any organised religion, especially the Catholic Church that has been a breeding ground for pedophilia and oppression.
 This time of the year is always a moment of deep introspection for me. It is also a time when we can affirm change or stagnation.
For this writer, it is a moment of big changes.
For those of you who know me well it is not a secret, though for others I open up now to the world. Around 30 years ago I received initiation from two Australian Aboriginal elders, one woman and one man I briefly mentioned this in the introduction to my book ‘ I CROW RIVER’.
What does this initiation mean? It is a connection and bond with the bloodline of the tribe, as well as sharing the knowledge of past/present ‘future and seeing through the material illusion.
For cultural and other reasons I have kept quiet for almost 30 years on the knowledge that was passed on to me. I feel that now the time has come to open up, there is no other choice; we are at a critical point in the evolution of humanity.

So, in the next months and years (if God affords me this time) I will share in talks and in writings what was shared with me.
And now back to the main theme of this article. The upcoming birthday of Yeshua. Well, how do you think he would feel when he looks down on us at this present moment of human evolution? Of course compassion, but really I know he wouldn’t be very impressed by looking down and seeing the deep shit we are in.
I do not blame the wrongdoers, they are just blind or fools. the mess we are in is the fault of the so-called positive forces, who keep on sitting on their asses, doing nothing and being swayed and indulged by meaningless issues, while the world is going down the drain. The drain of apathy, indulgence, self-importance, and indifference.
Political correctness is destroying the fabric of our society while the new age is poising our minds and hearts with a philosophy focused on the self.  Our obsession with personal health is starving poor people worldwide (more in my talk on food democracy) and our obsession with personal growth, is keeping us focused on adoring and magnifying our egos.
My elders once told me "all these people come and want to learn from us, they listen to what they want to listen and ignore everything that is uncomfortable for them." This is the crux of it. truth is not comfortable, it usually isn't. actually most of the time it totally goes against the grains of our present reality and belief systems, though its the only space where real transformation takes place.
They say, be positive, be happy. Sorry, my happiness can only be a relative happiness, while there is so much suffering in the world. 
Do you want me to yell with joy and happiness and dance on the roof, while Palestinian children are dying every day, in the longest conflict in modern history?  Zionism in the worst form of racism, but our political correctness and money masters allow this endless suffering to continue.
Do you want me to dance in joy, while the Tibetans are losing their land and identity because the world is ruled by money and not by justice?
Should I rejoice, while whole Rohingya villages are being destroyed, and the people burnt alive, and the world is silent since the victims are Muslims and according to the powers that be, are lesser human beings then the 'enlightened' Christian world, who really knows nothing of what Jesus really taught!
Should I party, while we live under an economic system that can only be described as global terrorism against the common man and woman.
Yes, I can feel a relative peace and a gratitude to the energy that gives me life and keeps my breath going, though if we are really all one, as so many of us claim to be then how can I sit in peace while I feel inside me the cries of despair worldwide.
We are such fools. We get excited and pulled by agenda’s that distract us from the ultimate truth.
Climate change, same-sex marriage, flat or round earth, and the list goes on, are in the context of the moment, unimportant issues. perhaps even totally meaningless, and I will elaborate on this in further articles.
Equal rights for all are important, though taking nature, as our teacher is as equally fundamental.
if we gave the same attention to the fact, that every day 50,000 children die of starvation and malnutrition, maybe we would have a different world, though these are just statistics for us, and this only changes when we TRULY  feel part of the one love, one organism, one life that cannot be separated into you and me.
We are at a critical juncture.  We are being brainwashed into a so-called progressive agenda, which is actually super regressive. We profess to take nature as our teacher, though work against her sacred laws.
We talk in term of relative truth, though whatever is relative is not a truth, and all that we are doing is giving ourselves escape routes to excuse our stupidity.
We champion the idea of choice, though the most profound truths in life are choiceless.
I will talk about all these concepts in the coming serious of articles and talks.
For the sake of all the suffering in the world this moment, I do affirm a smile in my heart. It is a silent smile, that stands in front the forces of oppression, telling them, we will fight. We will fight the good fight as Yeshua did.  And by us walking in truth, we leave an imprint on the songlines of the earth; an echo that one-day may guide generations to come
Happy birthday Jesus, love you brother.

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